I was busy 
Baru sadar papan status di pesan instan masih ‘busy’ melulu. Untung diingetin teman (yang juga ‘lupa’ udah holiday season. Ow, come’ on. It’s holiday! Celebrate the life!
Arsip untuk Desember, 2007
Buncah
Kalau buncis itu kacang, maka buncah adalah perasaan gua saat ini. Buncah, karena ada yang sesak dalam diri. Energi yang sesak, mendesak, meledak-ledak. Masa ajeb-ajeb yang baru usai masih belum menyalurkan seluruh energi. Masih belum “turun”, masih jaim, masih ingat daratan. Tapi cukuplah untuk mengembalikan memori masa muda hehe..
Sebetulnya sih, gua percaya muda itu urusan state of mind. Berapa banyak elu lihat orang muda yang menyia-nyiakan kebeliaannya, sementara yang renta malah tegar bersemangat. Tapi semangat di perempatan hidup sepertinya belum cukup. Perlu pikiran jangka panjang, dan mungkin juga peruntungan. Perlu juga menentukan mau menapaki jalan sambil merangkak, berlari, atau berputar-putar.
Yang terakhir itu, meskipun bukan pilihan, kayaknya sedang gua jalani. Agak menyebalkan, serasa disorientasi. Apa gua pakai peta yang salah? Sepertinya sih gua sedang berjalan terus ke Utara. Mungkin pengaruh romatisme yang bikin gue terus ngalor. Tapi apa perlu ngidul hanya karena alasan pragmatis. Hmm, tambah runyam ini tulisan. Cogito ergo doleo. Gua tambah quote yang enggak nyambung sekalian deh, hehe
“Any man who is under 30, and is not a liberal has no heart; and any man who is over 30, and is not a conservative, has no brains” –Sir Winston Churchill
Biar tambah kacau, mari kita menyanyi.. Hear me in the harmony-nya Harry Connick, Jr. The city don’t even matter, I could be anywhere, I don’t care, There’s a whole lotta hard workin people That could take my place, And it’s easy to leave, When nobody knows your face, Just close your eyes, You can hear me in the harmonyI came up in New Orleans, Fixin what I could find, To peace my mind, I gave what I had to the winners, Just to get along, But it’s really hard to sing, When nobody hears your song, Just close your eyes, You can hear me in the harmonyI thought I learned from getting burned, I bought a suit of armor and a silver cane, I found a little man who’d be proud of me, But he had to get up early, And I had to get back to my painI guess I’ll keep on livin, One day they’ll ask for me, I’ll be free, And if there’s a heaven, I’ll be ready for my life to begin, But I wonder if I call, If they’re gonna let me in, Open your eyes, You can hear me in the harmony
Midnight at Kuta..
Well, past midnight actually. It’s really good to be at the beach tonight. There was quite a crowd (it’s Saturday night!) but you could feel the serenity comes from the ocean. With the * in hand, the night pass by quickly and it’s suddenly raining. But it’s quite enough to fresh up my spirit that’s wore down throughout the Conference. And I’m sorry that I wasn’t really into the conference. I was busy running here and there for whatever errands ahead.
This is really an exhaustive week, but more should come. There’s not much progress yet on the negotiation. But lets save it ’til Monday. So, tomorow –I mean, this morning, we’ll go to Ubud and elsewhere. I really hope that we could have some more fun.
